FYP............................Lelaki

Tajuk...Tlglah muncul..Dahla supervisor jap nak tukar sane..jap nak tukar sini...Xpe...kena gak cari TAJUK FYP.....This is the time to be independent..Lapar2..(xde kaitan tp perut bunyi2)..Malam ni meeting lak...Makin kerap aku mengadu kat kau kan blog kesayanganku...Aku sedihla...Aku xsuka org tipu aku...Tadi kawan aku cerita something....Cerita pasal benda yg buat aku jadi sakit hati...Walaupun xde kaitan ngan aku..aku turut rasa apa yg dia rasa.....Nama xboleh aku dedahkan di sini sbb aku dah janji ngan dia..Tapi cerita dia lebih kurang mcm ni...Bf dia suka sangat nak berkenalan ngan perempuan lain...Mtk no tepon segala...Siap call lagi..ape motif?Oh dia ckp nak kwn je...Kawan aku tu punya lah setia..xteringin langsung nak mintak2 or bg num phone kat laki lain...Dia ckp kat aku...Bf dia tu ckp syg gila kat dia...OK kalau sayang, nak buat apa sebok2 kacau pompuan lain?Dia anggap yang bf dia tak cukup sayang kat dia la...kalau sayang...buatpe nak pandang pompuan lain?Siap nak kol2 pompuan tu...Xbersyukur ke dengan apa yg ada?Aku pun xtau nak komen ape...aku sekadar mampu mendengar luahan hati dia je...Tapi 4 me...TOLONGLAH HARGAI skit GF kau tu..kawan aku kot!Bila ada depan mata, buat mcm2....Kalau GF kau tu xde...kau pikir sendiri la...pompuan2 yang kau sebok2 kacau tu boleh ke jadi sebaik GF kau?Aku yg emosi....Xkira la laki ke pempuan...fikir2lah...Untuk aku sendiri...instinct aku agak kuat...Jgnlah tipu aku..kantoi jugak..hahaha....

To my dearest friend (you know who you are..)..Aku sentiasa ada ngan ko ok...

Mana Lebih Utama?

jangan tamak oi! Satu cukupla!

"Kakak, saya konpius la......."

Mak ckp..hidup jangan tamak...Satu cukupla...(oh aku dulu suka tamak, semua aku nak...kan dah bulat..padan muka!)..Ok2 lupakan cerita lalu..Move on babe! Ha ye..betul kita xboleh tamak..Even menuntut ilmu pun kita xboleh tamak..jgn pulun sorg2...Sharing is caring kan =)

Ok. aku ade beberapa cerita la nak relate pasal tamak dan keutamaan...Mari baca..Mari baca...(Ala2 iklan mayonis Lady's Choice..hehe)

Kisah 1

Seorang pelajar cemerlang yang menunggu kemasukan ke skolah berasrama penuh...Orang pandai..taulah ramai nak tawarkan..orang cakap sek berasrama penuh kerajaan xbest..MRSM lg best..(org cakap..tapi aku ckp...SBP tetap di hati..I LOVE SESERI)..Biasanya gov akan keluarkan surat tawaran dulu banding Mara..Kalau dah dapat SBP, MARA xamek dah..Tp tu dulu..Skang aku xsure..maybe dua2 pun boleh tawarkan kut..Ok berbalik pada cerita pasal pelajar cemerlang tadi...dia rasa MRSM lagi popular..so bila dah dapat tawaran SBP, dia frust n hold dulu...nak jugak tunggu MARA dengan yakinnya dia akan dapat..(pelajar cemerlang kan)..SO..pada hari mendaftar SBP...dia pun xpegi...pastu...rezeki dia xda kat MRSM..korang rasa?DUA2 xdapat!pi lah skolah biasa...tulah..jangan tamak..BERSYUKUR DENGAN APA YG ADA...Mana yg lebih utama?niat nak belajar ke populariti skolah tu?ha...pandai2la pikir...

Kisah 2

Teddy dan pilihan hati..Hahahaha..Jgn marah...Teddy ade gf...tapi dia suka kawan ngan ramai pompuan...Ye..niat dia maybe cuma nak kawan..tapi hati perempuan mesti terasa kan..Sampailah ade salah paham antara dia ngan gf dia...Yelah..dia mungkin xbermaksud nak melayan2 pompuan lain..Dia anggap kawan je..tapi dia kadang2 lebih utamakan kawan pompuan dia padahal kawan dia tu hanya kenalan biasa..Mungkin ade yg dia xpenah jumpe n hanya knal dr FB je..(haha teddy....)Oh..dia rajinla nak tolong org ni...Mmg bagus tolong orang..tapi GF dia kecik hati la...knapa nak susah2 tolong org lain sedangkan dia boleh je nak tolong GF dia kan...Skang semua tinggal kenangan..Kesian Teddy..Tulah..yang ada depan mata tu utamakan la...yg lain tu buat ape...Kawan mmgla penting jugak tapi kau kenal kat alam maya je kan..Hikhik....Jangan marah aa...

~~UTAMAKAN ORG YANG KITA SAYANG~

~~UTAMAKAN MANA YANG TERBAIK UTK KITA~

~~JANGAN TAMAK!~

Saya Stress!!

Tahu x kenapa saya letak gambar ni? Awan tu seolah2 menangisi seluruh alam...(Ha, betapa tensennya sy sampai memerlukan gambar yg mempamerkan kesedihan yg cukup parah). Fikiran sy bercelaru.Sy xtau mana satu nak buat.Otak mcm dah jammed. I need to refresh my mind. I need someone right now..Saya mungkin kelihatan ok2 sahaja ye. Tapi hakikatnya tidak. Macam2 yang saya fikir. Saya rasa nak larikan diri dari semua. Biar saya sorang2 je. Nanti saya ok saya baliklah. Boleh x..Zahirku tidak cukup untuk melambangkan apa yang ku pendam dalam hati. Makin lama makin parah. Ye, saya sensitif.Terima kasih. Tapi ini mmg sifat saya dari saya kecik tau. Arwah atuk pun cakap..(Rindunya ngan arwah atuk..oh jgn menangis..xbaik...semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas arwah..AMIN). Abah pun cakap...dari kecik bukak mata nampak dunia..kuat betul melalak sampai ke besar..Tapi saya dah pandai nangis dalam hati sekarang..Tapi hati saya pulak sakit..Oh saya merepek merepek dan merepek. Saya tengah buat assignment sebenarnya..Tiba2 teremosi. Saya rasa ramai org berubah ngan saya. Saya rasa semua makin jauh..semua xmacam dulu...Saya xboleh terima..OK done..sambung buat assignment...huhuhuhu....(tiada idea puncanya,pandailah mereka2,tetapi semuanya mungkin benar belaka,yang tahu aku sahaja.......................)

Sting & Instinct

I would like to use Malay+English in my dearest Dari Dalam Lubuk Hati today.But, plz 4give my English..

First of all, sting?Oh actually I'm suffering from severe pain in my right eye..Specifically, my eyelid..(very painful, I can't stand it).I went to the clinic yesterday and the doctor was not very sure about it.So, he just gave me panadol(yes panadol ok!) & eye drop. Unfortunately, it became worse! Sabar jelah....

That was just a short story about sting...I named it sting because I don't really know what is the cause of my swollen eyelid..huh

Secondly, from the deep inside my heart.(dari dalam lubuk hati.hehe)..I have a very strong instinct I guess. So, I HATE to caught someone cheating to me! It makes me feel terrible..Be honest la..bukan aku nak bunuh kau pun..bila dah kantoi,parah kan? This kind of thing reminds me about my experiences. BAD EXPERIENCES. I can't force everyone to like me. I'm not perferct, I'm not the very best, I'm very aware of that ok!.As my lecturer said, there are loads of people who are much3 better than u, always keep that in mind. Don't demand someone else to be perfect if u are NOT!.Learn to accept people..Yes, I admit that as human being, we are seeking for the perfectness. Me too..Sometimes I also advise people to change..but then, at the same time, I'll try my very best to accept them the way they are.easy right? I'm feeling VERY2 DISAPPOINTED now. Kalau nak bergurau sekalipun..ada limitlah..we might think that was a joke. A stupid joke. But how about other people perception?They might take it seriously.And I'm the one who have to face it.DAMN!Ok I'll share a simple example (not a real story). Your friend was telling a joke actually to another friend. Something that insulting u. but it WAS A JOKE! then, your friend who heard or read about it, BELIEVE in that story because its logic. The truth was u didn't do that actually!4 God sake.So, the other friend might understood u as u did bad things like that..n he/she might spread the news to the others too.biasalah, berita hangat kan?

Please la...think think think think n think before u take any action. it may harm others ok!

*NOT IN A GOOD MOOD*

Cuti Yang Sakit

Wah wah...lama x membelogkan diri kan...Actually aku dah pulang ke tanah semenanjung terchenta 2May yang lalu..tapi kena melawat2 company lah pulak selama seminggu...8 company dah dilawati....8 je...jap...ulang balik...LAPAN HOKEYY....nampak sikit kan??sehari 2 company...pagi kul 5.30 dah bangun...kami suka melawat2 company ni...makan2..jalan2...tapi kalau company tu xbg refreshment, time post mortem, mesti kami ckp.."oh..xboleh dtg lagi company ni la sbb kami kelaparan"...kak zakiah kepala komplen bab2 refreshment ni..haha..BUT overall, byk yg kami enjoy...ha...aku paling2 enjoy gi HOSPITAL SUNGAI BULOH..neurology department..barulah rasa..nak kata rasa..xdelah rasa tapi at least share la apa yg dialami oleh pesakit2 kat situ..kesian sgt tengok..ada yg terbaring lemah...some part of the skull kena tebuk..nurse tu cakap..sometimes boleh nampak tau otak tu berdenyut2..ada sorang pakcik ni nampak excited sgt dgn our visit..so..aku n kwn2..pi la berborak2 dgn pakcik tu n wife dia..pakcik tu pun alhamdulillah dah nampak OK n dah nak keluar wad dah pun...

Sambung cite pasal Lawatan Industri...kami xmengalami sebarang masalah besar except for the bus driver..boleh plak pakcik tu marah2 sbb kena hantar kami pi jalan yg sesak cam pudu..bila lambat skit pun nak kene marah.hello..please lah, kami BAYAR kot kat UTM..ke mana2 pun kami nak pergi,terpulang pada kami lah..bukan banyak sgt tempat yg kami pegi pun...pakcik tu bukan saja tunjuk protes ngan marah2 sambil drive tapi dia drive dengan cara yang merbahaya.kesannya:

1. TEDDY 2 kali tergolek kot...(ini serius lawak)..kesian..tapi lawak..so terpaksa gelak jugaklah..hahahaha

2. Kak sam pun hampir tercampak tapi berjaya disambut oleh org belakang.

3. Kaki aku lebam terlanggar besi sbb pakcik tu bwk laju2 n brake..

4. Mirol muntah2..(erk..actually ni sbb salahguna mknn...i mean, byk sgt makan)

dan mcm2 lagi....pun begitu, aku dengan yakinnya gi jerit "kawan2, pakai seat belt!!"...pakcik tu maybe terasa n slower down dia nye speed..haha

Then, selesainya lawatan tu, teddy, mirol n malia follow aku balik naik komuter. Dlm komuter tu kan ade icon untuk bg keutamaan tempat duduk pada org tua, patah kaki..n satu gambar tu dia tunjuk org n perut dia bulat.(sure utk preggies).Aku sambil gelak n ckp kat teddy.."teddy!dia suh bg keutamaan kat ko!"hahahaha....teddy pun pegang perut dia n ckp "sengal kau tun...tapi betullah tu utk aku!"...kelakar2..

Kat rumah..mereka bertiga menjadi mangsa buli Aiman n Baby, adik2ku yang nakal.Aiman bg nama baru kat dorang...dia panggil Mirol Abg So'eb, Teddy Abg Mamat n Malia Kak Rojak..Ok aku xtau ape tujuan dia panggil mcm tu n yang paling xboleh blah nama So'eb ngan Rojak..hahahah..baby lak lompat2 kat Teddy..dia ckp.."best la lompat2 kat abg Mamat ni..melantun2"....hahahah

Mesti dorang serik nak datang..Malia ckp..serik2..dahla nama buruk betul aku dapat...haha..xpalah...dorang mmg camtu..geng kita pun mulut dak insurans..dapat ngan adik aku..mmg buku bertemu ruas!

Ok..Cuti2 ni memasak je hari2...nnt sambung cite....xoxo

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BECAUSE YOU LOVED ME

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right

For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful, baby

You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through
Through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me, ooh, baby

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach

You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love, I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me

Maybe, I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because
I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were always there for me, the tender wind that carried me
The light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

Specially dedicated to all my sayangs especially mak abah...my dear syaikhul...kakak n adik2...tak lupa juga kwn2....dah mcm ucapan menang award pulak..haha...kamu semua adalah kekuatan saya....

Mak n Abah: No words can describe how much I love u...How much I adore u...Adik nakal n degil dari dulu sampai skarang tapi mak n abah tetap cuba sedaya upaya untuk penuhi apa yg adik nak..Bila kena marah..adik merajuk...(ye..kuat merajuk dr kecik lagi kan)..Bagi duit..boros...Kadang2 xnak dengar cakap...Apa pun...u both are the greatest mak n abah in this world!I'll try my best to excel n to make both of u proud of me....Sorry 4 all that I did wrong... I Love u!!InsyaAllah adik jd anak yg lebih baik.......

beloved mak abah

**Kalau mak n abah baca ni mesti cakap adik tulis je lebih..buat nye tidak..hahaha**


Syaikhul Al-Hafiz: Sy tau saya banyak menguji kesabaran awak...saya tau sy sengal...tp awak pun sengal jugak..hehehe....Thx sbb ada dgn sy masa susah n senang kat sini...thx jaga kebajikan sy kat sini...Thx jugak sbb bersabar dgn sy....sy tau awk nak sy jadi yg terbaik....xda kata yang boleh gambarkan apa yg sy rasa...thx 4 being my syg=).sy hargai kehadiran awk dlm idup sy...sorry jugak kalau ada salah....awk peminat setia sy....hehehe....awk je yg sudi dgr sy nyanyi tanpa jemu...awk supportive...awk baik ngan sy..family n kwn2 sy....plus awk protective...sy tau awk xsuka org buli2 sy..(dah besar gajah pun kena buli yer..heheheh)....walaupun kadang2 awk nye angin kus2 naik...sy tetap syg awk....sy tau...awk tegur utk kebaikan...kepada pembaca2 di luar sana...cik abg sy ni sengal orgnya..tapi hati dia baik....dia juga pandai melawak yg boleh bg org pecah perut....satu lg dia ni family man..anak2 buah dia..mcm anak2 dia....cuba tengok rambut dia..makin nipis x?bukan sbb dia pening fikirkan masa depan...sbb sy baru suh aunty kat kedai gunting tu trim rambut dia bg nipis...hahahaha....ok2 serius...dia juga kuat...jgn pandang dia kecik okeyy...oh yg paling penting...dia syg saya!(perasan..hahaha)

syaikhul al-hafiz

**P.S, I Love You**

Kakak yg sengal: Ni lah ceti haram adik...slalu bersubahat ngan adik...tapi adik slalu terpecahkan rahsia kakak kat mak..hahahah...sorylah...tipu mak dosa beb!adik jujur jela ngan mak....jgn marah ha.....kakak garang..suka marah adik...adik tau kakak dengki sbb bila adik lahir,.kakak kurang perhatian(hahahaha padan muka)....sbb tu kakak slalu cubit2 adik...sebab tu kakak suka pusing2 baby court nak cengkam muka adik masa adik kecik...adik tau..mak cite...hahaha..tapi adik tau jugak yg kakak syg adik....ngaku jelah..xyah tipu.....walaupun adik slalu susahkan kakak...kakak tetap syg adik kan?sbb tu kakak slalu asingkan duit nak belikan adik baju ngan kasut...sbb tu kakak marah kalau org buat jahat n buat adik sedih..kan kakak kan?adik pun xsuka org buat kakak...tapi adik tau..kakak kan hati kering...lagi kejam dr org...namun begitu...kakak sy sangat sensitip...dia menangis2 n merajuk sampai menjerit2 seperti tarzan kalau dia xpuas hati..(no doubt)......apapun...I love u lah kakak oiii....

kakak sy.dia suka mkn.haha

**kakak mesti ckp adik aku bangang..hahaha**

kepada adik2ku....akak syg korang jugak walaupun korang pun sama degil je ngan akak.....dikya..u have to change la...semakin menghampiri ketarzanan kak dirah....hahahaha...aiman..pleaselah jadi insan berguna kat muka bumi ni...nak senduk nasi pon xreti mmg nak kena luku kpala....baby yg gemok...xyahla nak moody2 menjerit xtentu pasal.....oh ye..jgn kedekut sgt....

aiman...ni je dia tau..makan..makan..makan...


dikya ni slalu tercicir..kwn2..sy ada sorg lagi adek ye..ni minah kat gambar ni


baby..si bongsu yang ngegeh dah kuat bebel.kami panggil dia karam singh ALIA

**rindu adik2 sy...**


My dearest friends...aku syg korg jugak..
these are important peoples in my life....sy syg mereka sgt2...sy sanggup buat apa saja utk mereka...xde sape boleh halang saya...walaupun mereka sendiri......................

ni kwn sy nurul amalia..dia ngokngek..tgk tu dia jual CD nak cari duit lebih..hehe